persone mature attraverso l'esperienza

assalamualaikum,

you may have notice that I'd stopped blogging for a while to focus

on my studies. Only God knows better how I came through an

experience that matures me for a short period of time.

maybe some of you may know, or may don't realize that i went through

a normal transition from immature adolescent to a mature being and believe me,

people get mature through not-so-nice experiences.

i didn't choose to change, it just happen slowly. everyday, i learn about new

stuff that i didn't wish to know, stuff that you can just get at one shot.

if you missed it, there is no second round.

being alone without your family physically behind you, may results 

insecurity. you will feel that you can fall and hurt yourself at anytime 

without having a hand restraining you from falling.

other than that, you may feel that you have lost your point of direction,

the light that shines through a dark tunnel, a stick that directs a blind man,

a map that shows a traveler which way to go.

then comes emotional part where you feel vulnerable. everybody can be your

savior or enemy, its just the matter whether you realizing it or not.
everybody can be a shoulder for you to cry on,

and at the same time, having a knife poking your stomach from under

the table. 

you may never know what lies behind a wide smile.

anyway, all and all, you'll mature when the time comes because people mature

at different rates of their life. you will mature when you get there.

try hard to hold on and never let go,
being heartless is encourageble.
empower yourself, don't let somebody take control of you.

happy greetings and stay strong my lovelies