alone is so not fun

assalamualaikum

to be honest with you , i feel very sad

i felt alone because i don't have any friends

it's not that i don't try to find one, it's just that i tend to scare people away

i don't do it on purpose, it's just that i do it without me realizing it

to make it worse, i felt so desperate to go out

but non ask me out, which is sad

i am a horrible person

i want to go out and have fun once in a while, 

i always stay home and that trains me 

to be a very boring person

* maybe this sounded sad and everything, but just to let you know

i feel bad about myself and i don't think i deserve anyone *

bye for now, i feel like hiding away forever :'(